I can't tell you how many times it seemed easier just to give up. In my mind I thought that if I lost the strength to carry on, God would understand. He knows what we went through. Ryan would understand too because he knows the pain all too well. Olivia, however, would not understand. She deserves the best mom in the world. Sometimes I know that I'm far from the greatest, but Olivia has always single handedly kept me going more times than I can count. Good thing she now has Abigail to help keep their mama going!
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