Monday, April 27, 2009

A Short Break

I've decided to take, what will hopefully only be, a short break from the blogging world. I need some time to regroup. I still miss Logan horribly. I still haven't figured out how to deal with the loss of my son while also being there 100% for my daughter. Just when I seem to gain a foothold, I always fall back down and I get so very tired and sad. Thanks to all of you for your continued support. I will leave you with some pictures of Olivia (to tide you over.)




9 comments:

Michele said...

Jodi,
I know exactly how you are feeling and understand completely. I've been there...and still am. Please, if you need anything, e-mail me...I know we don't know each other in person, but if you need to talk, or yell or cry, type out your feeling...just know that someone is thinking of you. Logan and Nick are up there in Heaven playing and looking down on us, not wanting us to be sad or feel guilt or anything...
I sometimes feel that I don't want to get too close to Kenny because of the loss of Nick...and to top it off, all the problems that Kenny has, makes me feel even worse about the whole situation. I HEAR, that it does get better. I read your blog all the time, so you better keep us updated on how Olivia AND you are doing. Take care, ok?!

Cristi said...

Jodi, there is no way to "Deal with it". We cant do that in our own selves. It is like the life of faith we live. There is so much that we cant touch or understand but accept by faith. This loss has to just be given over to a trustworthy God who loves us and is more than able to take care of them. You are in my prayers. Wake up each day and enjoy Olivia and trust God with the rest. You are in my prayers.

Shea said...

Jodi,
Please do whatever you need. Know that we are all praying for you and your family as we know this hard on all of you. We will miss you greatly but hope that this 'break' will be beneficial for you.

Erin said...

Go take care of yourself and your precious daughter! Hope to see you back shortly!

Anonymous said...

We'll be praying for you!
Neva

23 Weekers said...

I'll miss your posts. Please email if I can be of any help.

Shanon

Amanda said...

I love the new top of your blog :) VERY cute! Olivia is so blessed to have you as her mom... take all the time you need off from the blog...not that I wont miss reading it..and you are in our prayers..."hi Olivia" :)

Chickenista said...

Jodi,
I hope this break brings you what you need. Know we will all be here for you when youre ready!! You'll be in my thoughts.
*hugs* for Olivia
~Veronica

Rebekah said...

I just found you through MckMama's blog & wanted you to know you're in my prayers. (((hugs)))