Hey...Jodi's Dad again. A few months ago, I had no idea what an "apnea" and "bradycardia" were. Yesterday, I experienced them firsthand. I was reminded of how delicate life can be...none of us are promised our next breath.
I've gotta say I'm so thankful for all the people who perform their individual roles in the NICU. Most people in their jobs fall into either one of two categories...it's "just a job" or a "calling". I'm guessing the employees in the NICU fall in the latter category. Dealing with life and death on a daily basis would tax most people. Hopefully, the "victories won" outweigh the "battles lost". I understand sweet Olivia has won the hearts of so many of the NICU staff...due, in part to her strength and determination...and she's just so dang cute! I know she's with us because of the Grace of God and the "intensive care" she receives. When Olivia is running around as a crazy, hyper little bundle of energy some day, this Grandpa will thank God and the Wesley NICU.
My heart aches for what Olivia must endure, but it also aches for Jodi and Ryan. I don't know how they do it. Yesterday was a classic case of "putting one foot in front of the other". God, grant them the energy to continue day after day. May the love they have for You and Olivia increase everyday. Give them the peace that only You can give...and we'll do all we can for them down here! Amen!
"Day by day and with each passing moment, strenghth I find to meet each trial here." Lord, bless Ryan and Jodi with the joy of being together and with the peace that Olivia brings to them. As they make preparations at home and as their role in parenting Olivia changes, may they take time to be in Your Word and seek Your face so that they may be strengthened by Your Spirit. I thank you, God, upon every remembrance of them for the life you have granted Olivia and the progress we have seen. Keep us one day at a time. We trust Your provision and protection. Amen Laura
I unexpectedly gave birth at 23 weeks to micro-preemie twins on August 27, 2007. Olivia Paige weighed just 1 lb 1.5 oz and was 11.5 inches long. Logan William weighed just 1 lb 1.75 oz and was 11.5 inches long. Our sweet Logan passed away after 1 month and 1 day. After 105 days, we were able to bring Olivia home. She is our miracle, our survivor, our joy. . .
On November 20, 2012 we welcomed little sister, Abigail, into our lives. She was born at 35 weeks, but only spent 8 days in the hospital before coming home. We feel very blessed. To contact Ryan and Jodi you may email them at: jsail63@hotmail.com or joglunt@hotmail.com
Remembering Logan William Glunt
August 27, 2007 - September 28, 2007
Never Before
NEVER BEFORE by Jodi Glunt
Never before have I known such love As that which I feel in my heart. My beautiful daughter, although physically petite Fills up an enormous part.
Never before have I seen such strength From a person who weighed but a pound. And yet she’s a fighter through and through With very little that gets her down.
Never before have I heard such laughter With an energy and zest for life. She consistently shows me the wonder and joy While overlooking the pain and strife.
Never before have I felt such mercy From a God who has allowed me to raise This miraculous, amazing daughter of mine On earth, throughout all of my days.
A micropreemie shattering every prediction About the life she had in store. Teaching us all about the miracles within us That we never quite realized before.
You were the perfect little boy Of whom we always dreamed. Did you know we had your name picked out? All along or so it seemed.
You even had your daddy’s hands So miniature in size. In life we never got to hold you Or even see your opened eyes.
We had so many plans for you. Did you know you are a twin? I wanted you to grow up together. What a pair you would have been!
I wanted to take you to the park And push you on the swing. I wanted to teach you how to walk, And read and write and sing.
I wanted to show you a fire truck And let you ride upon a horse. I wanted to take you to the zoo To see the giraffes, of course.
I wanted you to watch cartoons And play video games with dad. And you and I would take a nap Oh, the times we would have had.
But, your mommy’s plans were not to be. “I have other plans,” God said. “You won't be playing in life’s playground You’ll be playing in heaven instead.”
And although I ache with sadness And in my arms I long to hold. I’ll see you again in heaven When my story on earth’s been told.
A Poem
A thousand tiny fireflies Parading through the night Illuminate the starless skies With incandescent light They are miracles, here on earth So bold, so strong, so wise And bring to life a sense of worth For those who lack great size.
Some of this life’s smaller treasures Are the ones which matter more Than the larger joys and pleasures That we have grown to adore Volume is not as essential As the gift that lies inside Smaller souls with much potential Who shall never be denied.
A thousand tiny fireflies Parading through the night Illuminate the starless skies With incandescent light These children, while born premature Are testaments of worth Their spirits bold, their futures sure To ever bless the earth.
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Hey...Jodi's Dad again. A few months ago, I had no idea what an "apnea" and "bradycardia" were. Yesterday, I experienced them firsthand. I was reminded of how delicate life can be...none of us are promised our next breath.
I've gotta say I'm so thankful for all the people who perform their individual roles in the NICU. Most people in their jobs fall into either one of two categories...it's "just a job" or a "calling". I'm guessing the employees in the NICU fall in the latter category. Dealing with life and death on a daily basis would tax most people. Hopefully, the "victories won" outweigh the "battles lost". I understand sweet Olivia has won the hearts of so many of the NICU staff...due, in part to her strength and determination...and she's just so dang cute! I know she's with us because of the Grace of God and the "intensive care" she receives. When Olivia is running around as a crazy, hyper little bundle of energy some day, this Grandpa will thank God and the Wesley NICU.
My heart aches for what Olivia must endure, but it also aches for Jodi and Ryan. I don't know how they do it. Yesterday was a classic case of "putting one foot in front of the other". God, grant them the energy to continue day after day. May the love they have for You and Olivia increase everyday. Give them the peace that only You can give...and we'll do all we can for them down here! Amen!
"Day by day and with each passing moment, strenghth I find to meet each trial here." Lord, bless Ryan and Jodi with the joy of being together and with the peace that Olivia brings to them. As they make preparations at home and as their role in parenting Olivia changes, may they take time to be in Your Word and seek Your face so that they may be strengthened by Your Spirit. I thank you, God, upon every remembrance of them for the life you have granted Olivia and the progress we have seen. Keep us one day at a time. We trust Your provision and protection.
Amen
Laura
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